apply cold water to the burned areas.

yesterday, as i mentioned.. we had an advance Chop Goh Mei dinner with the big family.

everything was just fine, really. it is just that i am just too sensitive, i think. my aunties, especially, kept on saying that i am fat and so on, so on. anything related the word fat, that is. sighhh. i mean, okay, sure, i gained weight, but must they slapped me on the face by saying i am fat?

gahhh. so frustrating. and i apply water to the burned areas.

well well. if you just know what i had to endure. since our office is super cold, we tend to be hungry more often. that is okay, as i usually eat in small portion. my office mates, however, insisted that i should eat a bigger portion. so yes, i eat more than usual. oh, since i always depends on coffee nowadays to stay fully alert, the tendencies for gastric to attack me became more frequent. hence, i must eat. sure, i can do diet, but then, what happened when my gastric attacked? i have to eat or else, i will have bad stomachache and i will keep on vomiting and cannot eat almost anything for days. not a good thing. how about sports? oh yes, sure, i can do sports if i had the time. but then again, i usually work from 7.45am to 4.30pm, then, we had recording / live to do, then i will continue working from 7pm up till 10pm or 11pm or 12am. so yeah. literally, no time for me to do sports or whatsoever.

if only you guys know.

judging me only from outside without thinking whatever i had to go through everyday. try to walk in my shoes and then you may understand.

next time, watch out your words. eventho i am still young, i have feelings too, okay..?

maybe i am too sensitive or whatsoever. hmmmph.

sighh. if only people think first before speaking.


thank you for reading. :) Merci Beaucoup!

Meimei ❤